this is the long way home.

im at the airport in denver, colorado.
you know home to those wee mountains known as the rockies?
im sure youve hear of 'em.

its been a rocky trip so far.
-no pun intended.
i wrecked my rental car on friday morning in the rain.
first wreck ever and hundreds of miles away from home.

now im sitting at the airport anticipating the 2 hour flight home.
it was my first trip back since i moved a year ago june.
things were the same.
life was the same.
the people were exactly the same.

it felt nice.
it also reminded me that i dont need to be here to be happy.
as much as i keep telling myself.

starting today, i will try harder to love myself and be happy in my surroundings.
granted, i do plan on moving in the near future.

see you all again soon.
in the great state of tennessee.

but i will miss this.